Practice

There is no quick way
Through. These are the lessons
I need. Keep going.


I always relied on flashes of insight to get through. And they meant something, to be sure. They were on the right track. But the insights couldn’t take root. Roots need tending…need repetition. Practice. And rote learning was never my forte.

Now I am learning to accept that practice is what brings change. It’s not so much about insights (although they still energize me) but about the repetitive work of recognizing and letting go of old habits…and introducing new ones.

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Fully Owning My Karma



I have chosen each
And every lesson that comes
My way every day.




I’m fully taking this in the more I realize that my Karma is mine. I chose the family I was born into. I am experiencing and learning exactly what is necessary.

So no more whining or complaining! The lessons are perfectly calibrated to give me just what I need right now.

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Eyes of a Child


Remember how it
Was? All of life singular —
Bright colors glowing.

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Indeed



This exercise of
Burning up karmic seeds is
Almost joyful now.





The word karma has been of growing importance as I mull this process. There are millions of seeds scattered across the ground that is under my feet, and they are the karma that is mine to work with in this lifetime.

The things that hook me going all the way back to the beginning of this life of mine, aren’t really personal. In some ways, part of the pain is the fact that none of it is or was ever personal. But that’s because a part of me wants to be important enough to have been acted against.

Ultimately, though, it’s far more helpful for me to think of everything that comes my way as a vehicle for the karmic lessons that I need to learn. Every bit of shenpa is simply a seed to be burned. And each seed burned means one less seed scattered on the ground under my feet, waiting to sprout.

I wonder if I am just making this up or if Pema would agree with the small learnings that are sparking inside of me…

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Cricket World Cup

By popular demand, here is an uneducated American take on this event, starting with the tournament itself, which features a shortened form of Cricket that is intended to have a broader appeal than the original version. The game has evolved over the years and has various formats, ranging from T-10(Ten-10) played in around 90 minutes to Test matches which can last up to five days!

My only personal exposure to Cricket was many, many years ago when I was riding my bike around the Main Line and came upon a match being played at Haverford College. I stopped and watched for maybe 45 minutes and was NEVER able to figure out what those men dressed all in white were doing. But here’s a history of Cricket (with many thanks to Wikipedia). Some things that jumped out at me:

  • The first reference to cricket being played as an adult sport was in 1611, when two men in Sussex were prosecuted for playing cricket on Sunday instead of going to church.
  • The Laws of Cricket were codified for the first time in 1744 and then amended in 1774.
  • These laws stated that “the principals shall choose from amongst the gentlemen present two umpires who shall absolutely decide all disputes.”
  • Cricket started off as one of the more popular sports in America, especially when it was adapted to allow for higher-scoring matches that could be completed in an afternoon, rather than over the course of a few days.
  • However, baseball overtook cricket’s popularity in the United States during the Civil War. Soldiers who had played baseball during the war went back to their homes across the country and took the game with them. Some factors in favor of baseball’s rise were that it had a much shorter playing duration and that it could be played on any patch of land (rather than requiring special preparations such as the cricket pitch). 

Aiming to grow the game, the ICC expanded its development program, hoping to produce more national teams capable of competing in various formats. Development efforts are focused on African and Asian nations, and on the United States. In 2004, the ICC Intercontinental Cup brought first-class cricket to 12 nations, mostly for the first time. Cricket’s newest innovation is Twenty20, essentially an evening entertainment. It has so far enjoyed enormous popularity and has attracted large attendances at matches as well as good TV audience ratings. The inaugural ICC Twenty20 World Cup tournament was held in 2007.

  • The tournament is held every 2 years, and England is the reigning champ.
  • This year it’s being hosted by the US and the West Indies. Matches are being played at venues in Dallas, Bridgetown, Providence, New York, Lauderhill, North Sound, Gros Islet, Kingstown and Tarouba.
  • India and Sri Lanka will co-host the 2026 edition, Australia and New Zealand will co-host the 2028 edition, and the United Kingdom and Ireland will co-host the 2030 edition.
  • Here’s more info about the tournament and its history.

Now, as for what actually happens during a cricket match, I suggest that you simply watch the tournament on TV, figure it out, and then let me know in a comment here. Streaming options appear to be pretty limited, but you can also drive to Providence and catch a live match! (Oops, sorry, that’s Providence Stadium in Guyana, not Rhode Island!)

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Tournament Updates for Katie (With Apologies to Alice)

So in the WNBA most teams are three games into the Commissioner’s Cup. Here are the standings — with Caitlyn Clark and the Fever looking not too shabby. They won a nail-biter against the Mystics last night.

On the soccer front I was having a devil of a time figuring out what was going on. Then I stumbled upon this Schedule Page on the TST site. Looks like the women’s matches are starting up again at 6PM tonight – and the US Women (that team with probably more star-studded coaches than players) lost yesterday to Streetball FC Canada. The score was 3-0.

Oh, and the Phillies are playing the Mets in London. Thanks for the photos, Holly!

Enough here to impress your husband, Katie? 😉

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Yes



I am rewriting
My history as I see
More and more of it.




History isn’t static or objective. Witness this country and the repressed parts of our collective past that come to light when we are brave enough to look (and include more than what the dominant voices taught).

So much evolves as we explore inside and become incrementally better at managing feelings that once felt unmanageable. “Facts” often aren’t facts but rather necessary fictions that served at the time.

It’s likely I will never arrive at actual facts—if, indeed, they exist and my human eye can discern them. But I am happy to keep chipping away at the fictions that no longer serve.

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Soften Bravely



The new will always
Open to me when I make
One choice differently.


Pema Chödrön advises that we soften whatever is hard in us when we have the opportunity to choose — which is always.

When confronted with a hook (Shenpa), can I be brave enough not to repeat an old story and instead choose to be still and experience the feelings that lie underneath it all?

That is when the seeds get burnt.

And I simply don’t know what will happen next. Terrifying at one time, this can now be a joyful thing (especially if you are a brave fire sign…) 🙂

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Tournament Time — Women’s B-Ball and Soccer

The B-Ball First

In the WNBA, the Commissioner’s Cup started yesterday with the Fever vs. the Sky. And the Fever took the match-up, winning their first home game of the season. The WNBA is ‘buzzing’ as the new season gets underway and the crop of rookies find their niches in the pros. And the Commissioner’s Cup adds to the buzz (although it hardly seems necessary this year).

This Cup is an annual in-season competition for the WNBA. In the end, after the slate of games have been played through, the team from each conference with the top record competes for a $500,000 prize pool in the Commissioner’s Cup Championship.

Each team plays a total of five Commissioner’s Cup games, one against each of its in-conference rivals. All games played during the two-week period from June 1-13, 2024 will be Commissioner’s Cup games. All of these games are a part of the team’s 40-game schedule and count toward the team’s regular-season win-loss record. The Commissioner’s Cup Championship will be played on Tuesday, June 25 at the arena of the team with the best record in Cup play.

So, stay tuned. You can follow the standings HERE.

The Soccer

In soccer, well, bear with me as I wrap my head around this upcoming soccer tournament, okay? I haven’t written about soccer in a long time. But with the Olympics looming, it’s time to start greasing those gears. So here’s what I’ve found online about TST:

This soccer tournament (TST) includes $1 million, winner-take-all tournaments for men and women. The men’s and women’s soccer tournaments are both 7 v 7. There are 8 teams on the women’s side and a LOT more on the men’s (48 to be exact). Pretty good odds for those 8 women’s teams, I’d say!

The tournament runs from June 7-10. Looks like ESPN has the rights to all of the matches and most will be streaming. But some may be available on regular TV.

Heather O’Reilly captains the team named US Women, and its head coach is Carla Overbeck. Recently Mia Hamm and Carli Lloyd joined the coaching staff, which also includes Michelle Akers, Wendy Palladino, Bill Palladino, Kacey White, Lisa Pittaro, Jen Mead, and Kendall Fletcher White.

Maybe the coaches should play…just sayin’!

The women’s 8-team field is split into two groups of four. The top two teams from each group will advance to the semifinals on June 9. Both the men’s and women’s events will conclude in a winner-take-all championship doubleheader on June 10, with a total of $2M in prize money being awarded. I’m guessing that these will likely be on TV, but can’t say for sure.

I’ll be trying to pay attention…but feel free to nudge me if I fall asleep at the switch.

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5-Year Diaries: June 1

I’ve got several generations of 5-year diaries in my room now. The handwriting can be confounding, but here are the entries for June 1st, insofar as I’ve been able to decipher them.

The generations are four on my mother’s side of the family. While not wealthy, they carried the privileges of whiteness, education, and connection. These entries start with Gracum Emma—the name she was given by her two Grandchildren. She was the mother of my Grandfather and my Great-Aunts Helen and Emma. Then comes my mother, and the entries end with me.

These are the lives of girls and women as they were recorded on June 1.

Gracum Emma-49 Years Old (Born 1860)



1909, Tuesday, Rensselaerville, NY: “Harriet writes that as it is so cold they will wait another week. Such a relief. I’ll have Mrs. Charlie Barkman to wash windows, etc. A good worker but great talker and of unsavory reputation. We take naps and have afternoon tea on piazza. A lovely day. No wind.”

Great Aunt Helen-60 Years Old (Born 1893)




1953, Monday, Germantown, PA: “Cool. Town about Hearing aid. Leave with —-. Visit Art Alliance while waiting for decision. After, meet —-. Susie to woods. Nap. Lunch.”

Great Aunt Emma-57 Years Old (Born 1896)




1954, Tuesday, Germantown, PA: “Very hot. Pretty bad going back to school. Irritable. See first firefly in garden tonight. Courtney puts plug in kitchen. Ready for refrigerator.”

Mom-17 Years Old (Born 1925)


1943, Tuesday, Ridley Park, PA: “I didn’t have to take any exams except French this semester. I delivered the stationery that I sold and collected for it. We played Bridge this evening and Pa and I beat Malcolm and Ma by a big score. We all had ice cream later on. Pa got a hive of bees late this evening that swarmed on a bridge. It is a beautiful day. I got my commencement invitations this evening.”

Me-67 Years Old (Born 1952)


6/1/2020, Canterbury, NH: “Worked on making the Woods Loop more walkable and did some laundry and some mowing, too. Clear, chilly day to start the month of June. Meanwhile, COVID and riots and Trump — ugh!”

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