Coming Home … From The Finding Stone

Here is a meditation from The Finding Stone, by Christin Lore Weber … to begin the first Sunday in May, and to celebrate what is within each of us!

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She swam to the farthest limits of the sea and back,
And the stone was within her.
At last she made her way toward land.

I cannot measure the limits of my possibilities. Who knows of what I am capable?

“I will be tenacious,” my friend whispers as she swims against the currents of her oncoming death, as she touches every shoreline of her life, as she finally allows the full tide of this final experience to carry her, bring her to the place of her beginning. “Will you be tenacious?” she questions me and her eyes burn.

“I will.”

She holds me with those eyes. She is not finished with me yet. “Promise!” she demands.

“I promise.”

I am learning the extent of that commitment. I touch every shore. I swim the dark expanse. I swim the depths and swim the shallows. I chart my way by the stars, by the sun, by the moon. And when clouds obscure the sky, I feel the currents around and within. I trust them now. They will take me home.

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Here is Christin Lore Weber’s site. Unfortunately, The Finding Stone is out of print and therefore … somewhat ironically … a bit hard to find!

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Utley Utterly Awesome … and Other Sports Stuff

Chase UtleyHey – the Phillies are in first place as of last night’s win over the Giants – and Chase Utley is chasing a Hall of Fame kind of season with the best April he’s ever had – and almost the best in Phillies’ history! Now, if only Ryan Howard and a couple of pitchers could get on track! The taciturn Utley is known for saying little and letting his play on the field do the talking. Still, I found this sheet of his quotes … as well as some comments about him … and you can see why he doesn’t get sought out by reporters the way Jimmy Rollins does! Anyway, it’s refreshing – a hardworking, humble hero – and no mention of performance-enhancing drugs, either!

On the soccer front, we’ve got the USWNT on TV later today. Wow! How long has it been? I want to say that they’ve not been viewable in US TV since the World Cup … is that possible? Here’s Coach Pia Sundhage, from the USSF Site, on what the US needs to work on today against Australia:

Their presence in the air is very good so we’ve been talking a lot about crosses. In the Olympics, Norway of course is always good in the air, so this is a good game for us. So we talk about crosses and runs into the box. If you are standing still, you don’t have the speed and can’t separate and (Australia is) just too good. You could see that in the last game. It’s first about the quality of crosses, we should do better with that, then about the runs into the box. Also on set pieces, corner kicks or free kicks out of shooting range. We need to mix it up a little bit and be a little more creative.

Just up on the WNT Blog are the 18 players Pia has selected for today’s game. Getting a rest are Lori Chalupny, Amy Rodriguez and Tobin Heath. I’m guessing that we’ll see Briana Scurry in the goal .. hope so, anyway. Here’s a piece by Dan Wetzel, from back in September 2007 (after the Ryan-Solo debacle) that pretty much sums up how I feel about Bri – and why that whole episode was such a damn shame. It’d be nice if there were a way for her to close out her career on a high note.

According to the preview at the USSF site it sounds like the weather is likely to be bad (again). If you’re setting up to tape (as I am, unfortunately) be generous with adding time at the end in case there’s a rain delay. Hopefully Fox Soccer will stay with the women and show the whole game even if it’s delayed! I won’t be able to see the game ’til tomorrow night … but I’ll definitely be checking the score and attempting to blog the basics.

Finally, as this match is on TV, I’m hopeful that sometime after the game, if you go to Beulah’s site, you’ll find one of her wonderful write-ups! 🙂

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Beltane Update

I just found this article from Scotsman.com about the Beltane Fire Festival at Calton Hill, Edinburgh. Be sure to check out the video and the Fire Festival website.
As a political aside: This is the sort of event that our two Democratic Presidential hopefuls would probably feel compelled to denounce and repudiate … unless, of course, several super delegates signaled an interest … in which case they would feel compelled to support and celebrate!

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The Time of No Time

Yesterday, in Pagan lore, was Beltane. Check out the post and interesting links at Morgan’s Musings … where you should also check out the Music pages – very interesting!

Fascinating concept, the time of no time. Fascinating how mystical strains, be they Pagan, Buddhist, Islamic, Hindu, Native American, Jewish, Christian … all converge. The Eternal Now meets the Cosmic Wheel and the Time of No Time. How refreshingly different from the divisive narrowness of the fundamentalist strains of religious traditions, all walled-off , angry and judgmental … and fundamentally just fearful of “otherness” (whether it’s “otherness” out in the world, or inside … in one’s own heart).

Anyway, Beltane is a time of celebrating the return of light, of life, of fertility and growth. The Maypole is planted and love abounds!

Oh, do not tell the Priest of our Art,
For he would call it a sin;
But we shall be out in the woods all night,
A-conjuring summer in!

And we bring you news by word of mouth
For women, cattle and corn
Now is the sun come up from the South
With Oak, and Ash and Thorn!

A Tree Song from Rudyard Kipling’s Weland’s Sword story in “Puck of Pook’s Hill

The veil between this world and the Other is at its thinnest at Beltane and then again at Samhain. At both points, passage between worlds is easiest, Samhain being a time when the ancestors visit us, and Beltane being the reverse.

I wish that I had known that yesterday, as I have a few rather pressing matters that I would like to share with my mother … 😉

Anyway – Happy (Belated) Beltane … and thoughts of Susan Popkin … who passed to the other side of the veil 15 years ago yesterday.

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HollyCornblog Can Go Home Again

Thomas Wolfe’s House in AshvilleYup, HollyCornblog and Charlie Hopbrew are heading north from Ashville where they spent several days exploring the sites and sampling the local microbrews. I had asked them to check out Thomas Wolfe’s House, which they did … getting a nice photo of the place.

Some of my all time favorite prose passages are found in Wolfe’s Look Homeward Angel.

…a stone, a leaf, an unfound door; of a stone, a leaf, a door. And of all the forgotten faces.

Naked and alone we came into exile. In her dark womb we did not know our mother’s face; from the prison of her flesh have we come into the unspeakable and incommunicable prison of this earth.

Which of us has known his brother? Which of us has looked into his father’s heart? Which of us has not remained forever prison-pent? Which of us is not forever a stranger and alone?

O waste of loss, in the hot mazes, lost, among bright stars on this most weary unbright cinder, lost! Remembering speechlessly we seek the great forgotten language, the lost lane-end into heaven, a stone, a leaf, an unfound door. Where? When?

Or how about this … as a poetic description of chaos theory?

The seed of our destruction will blossom in the desert, the alexin of our cure grows by a mountain rock, and our lives are haunted by a Georgia slattern, because a London cutpurse went unhung. Each moment is the fruit of forty thousand years. The minute-winning days, like flies, buzz home to death, and every moment is a window on all time.

Thomas Wolfe’s Shoes - Also in Ashville!They also got a somewhat puzzling picture of what I take to be a memorial to Thomas Wolfe’s shoes (which I believe were quite large). I’ll have to Google this and elaborate! (And here’s the gem that Google delivered – an article about Wolfe by Hal Crowther that begins with a wonderful description of the shoes …)

They left Ashville yesterday morning and were planning to be back in NY some time today. Welcome Home!

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O'Reilly, Scaife, Clinton, Murdoch … Which One of These Doesn't Belong?

Remember that game? Find the similarities amongst the items and then find the one that doesn’t fit? Well … hmmmm … it’s looking to me like they all kind of match. Weird, huh?

So Hillary’s now doing interviews with Bill O’Reilly. It’s an effort to reach out to the white male voters who watch O’Reilly and can help her on Tuesday in Indiana, aides say. I suppose you could see it as indicating that she’s someone who “has what it takes” or someone willing to “do what it takes.” To me it looks (at best) like someone who’ll do anything, say anything, be anything … to get to the goal. At worst, I fear that we’re seeing her true(er) colors coming into the light.

As long ago as 2006 Rupert Murdoch was emerging as a fan. As far back as 1993, her spiritual search (to frame it kindly) took a disturbing right turn. (Hey, if you’re going to pile on Obama for his pastoral connections, yours are fair game, m’am!)

Scaife and FriendAnd then there’s the recent Richard Scaife endorsement. Big Dick basically says he changed his mind because Hillary walked into his office at the Trib and exhibited intelligence, courage, confidence, a command of the facts, etc. Yeah, right. Sounds to me like an old B-movie plot where the little lady takes off her glasses and suddenly, the big guy falls in love. Puhleeese!

At some point, we need to start doing the math, folks … and ponder what this all adds up to.

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Bushies Amongst the Trees (and Other Utter Unworthiness)

Bush has done another end run around the Constitution, the separation of powers … in other words, the usual. This time it’s the $1 billion that appears to have gone from the Canadian government to Bush friends in the timber industry via a deal negotiated by the Bush administration. Happily, I am able to report that the whole deal was monitored by Harriet Myers. Yep, I thought that would make you feel better! Here’s Carl Pope on The Huffington Post about this debacle.

Meanwhile, it seems that conservative types like Senator Larry Craig in the US don’t have the corner on kinkiness. “One of Australia’s most senior conservative politicians broke down as he tearfully admitted sniffing the chair of a female colleague shortly after she vacated it.” Read more about the chair-sniffing proclivities of Troy Buswell. You can also check out a video clip of Mr. Buswell’s tearful admission, along with some commentary … on the Huffington Post.

Karl Christian RoveDoesn’t it make you wonder what Karl Christian Rove does? (Uh … I am really, really sorry I brought that up!)

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Some Obama Bits … and Some Lamb Balls

Here’s a very credible (to my mind) piece from The New Republic blog about why Obama hooked up with Reverend Wright in the first place. And another asking … Where’s Oprah?

Looks like a beautiful spring day … nice day for some lamb balls! Spring fever takes some interesting forms, eh?

As an aside, our three sheep are being shorn this morning … all females, by the way.

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Springtime in New Hampshire

Spring’s CourageThe other evening I was sitting on our deck with the dogs, just listening to the peepers in the marsh across the way. It was great to slow down and gaze down the hill, feeling the warm evening breeze and appreciating the absence of bugs. Songbirds just coming back from their winter migrations trilled in trees laced with still-clenched buds and new leaves.

I started thinking how spring used to be a season that I shied away from … seeing it as just too “femmy,” as I recall. Those damn Easter dresses and Easter bonnets … all that fuss (when I just wanted to get outside and play whiffle ball as the days lengthened)!

Now, especially after a good New Hampshire winter like the one we just had, I come to see spring as at heart not the fancy femmy filigreed frippery that I disdained as a scruffy young tomboy … but a brave affirmation. Very brave. It’s all about new life boiling and churning and shooting through half frozen earth toward the wan light and thin warmth of a burgeoning season.

Blossoms that I used to think of as frippery are not frippery at all. Fragile, yes … frippery, no! They’re the very tenderest of things, pushing themselves slowly, quietly, relentlessly through frost and mud.  Undaunted, each year these small shoots break through the veil that separates nascence and being. Here they come … the tenderest of things, moving through the dark and cold to a new season.  Here they come … vulnerability and power twinned again, as they are each and every spring.

So I watch and listen, and am reminded of where my power lies, too!

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The Wright Stuff

Jeremiah isn’t going quietly … and I now find myself torn about him … just a little.

On the one hand, I think he continues to make good, trenchant points. On the other hand, I hear he’s got a book in the works that should be published pre-election. So is he speaking as a pastor … or a hawker of his wares? As he’s pretty clearly going against what the Obama Camp would want him to do, if he doesn’t quiet down soon, his actions will look more and more self-serving to me.

Not that it’s necessarily a matter of either-or. I was hoping Jeremiah Wright was really the thoughtful and principled person that he appears (and purports) to be … but, as you can tell, this book thing bugs me!

Finally … check out this great Rachel Maddow Fan Site. Lots of good stuff!

PS Flyers are up 2-1! 🙂

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