Blogging

I was messing around on the web before bed last night (one of those sessions when you plan to “just check a couple of things” and end up on the computer for an hour).  In my travels I came upon a Blog called Boltgirl on the Loose that I enjoyed quite a bit … and there went my time. 

Aside from enjoyable writing, I found lots of intriguing ideas there (like brief blurbs about music, restaurants, books – all in the sidebar).  Exploring the site got me thinking about how many fascinating people there are in the world.  The woman writing Boltgirl is funny, smart, engaged, thoughtful, a great writer … and did I say funny? 

But close on the heels of these thoughts, I can feel my mind edging its way toward depression.  Nothing deep, mind you.  More the junior high school version of depression …  I don’t say the right things, don’t have the right clothes … my glasses are weird … that sort of thing.  “I’ll never measure up to Boltgirl,” I think whinily.  (Is that even a word?  If not, let’s coin it right here!)  Her blog is fast-paced and full of zingers, witty and biting.  I feel pedantic and plodding.  I write like I have a damn bun … and stiff posture … and sensible shoes.  (Okay, maybe the latter is true, but I wouldn’t know how to make a bun if my life depended on it.)  

Ugh – this is no way to start a Saturday!  How come I can’t appreciate someone else’s talents without turning it on myself like an insatiable, impossible-to-please, competitive stage mother?

Oops … did I say mother?  Aha! 

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Abandoned

I’m going to put it on the table this morning, because I feel used.  There it is.  Oh, and did I say alone?  Abandoned? 

This time last week in NH we were the focus of the US political universe (with the exception of planet Rudy, whose erratic orbit careened toward a different solar system).  This time last week the snow was clean and our minds were awash with questions.  “Change,” was just becoming the buzzword  that it now is.  It had not yet been uttered upwards of a billion times.  Oh yes … and The Daily Show wasn’t back on the air yet.

Now, NH is an empty shell of its former self.  Once busy campaign headquarters are just empty storefronts.  Main Street, NH now has a look that more closely matches the realities of the US economy, having lost the lively bustle and false appearance of prosperity that all those occupied buildings gave it! 

And the streets?  The coffee shops?  There’s NO ONE HERE!  No one cares what we think anymore.  We were courted and dropped.  Damn – now I remember how that feels.  It’s been years (four, to be exact). 

And as if to add insult to injury, here’s our weather for today in Central NH:  Freezing rain and sleet…changing to all rain by afternoon. Areas of fog. Highs in the lower 40s. Light and variable winds…becoming southeast around 10 mph this afternoon. Chance of precipitation near 100 percent. 

Notice where the winds are blowing?  If that’s not South Carolina I don’t know what it is!  Damned South Carolina … isn’t that where they all went last time?  I feel so stupid … so used!

PS  Does everyone think that John Kerry’s endorsement is a good thing on balance?  😉

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Tears for Fears

A friend sent me, this morning, a link to Gloria Steinem’s ope ed piece in the NY Times, with reference to the Maureen Dowd piece which followed the next day (and which she found churlish).  So here they are:  Maureen Dowd and Gloria Steinum going at it with quite divergent views of Hillary and her candidacy.  

I appreciated the issues raised in the Steinam piece and found Dowd’s commentary rather predictable and mean-spirited.  Stepping back, I realize that I LOVE Dowd’s facile humor when she’s aiming it at Bush et al … but maybe Maureen’s a one-trick pony and I need to re-think my appreciation of her. 

Is it because Hillary is Hillary that she is getting the particular form of scrutiny that she is … or is it because she is a woman?  Some combination, I suspect.  The way she gets discussed in the press (not to mention around water coolers) can be so full of venom – and the venom is presumed to be so “acceptable” – that’s what’s striking to me.  No journalist would dare write with the same tone about Obama, dissing him for some behavior that is seen as “stereotypical” … or just (eye roll here) typical. 

We should not congratulate ourselves that our culture has moved that much further along on racial issues than it has on women’s issues … I think we have miles to go on each (before we sleep).  But I do think that what is seen as acceptable discourse in the mainstream press is quite different when we’re talking about gender and when we’re talking about race.  Dissing a woman as a woman is still okay (wink, wink), but dissing an African-American man in similar tones puts one in the company of Ann Coulter. 

Dowd’s op ed is a weird validaton of what Steinem wrote the day before.  Come on, Maureen – surely you can do better than that.

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Wow!

What a night!  I love Chris Weigart’s take on the NH Primary results.  Anything that shifts the focus from the polls and pundits back to the candidates and the voters is a good thing.  Whatever the reasons for the surprising results … and I’m sure the reasons will be explored ad naseum … I love that, at least as of 1/8/08, the question of who will be the nominee (in both parties) remains an open one.  Thanks, NH, for being your contrarian self!

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It's Tuesday, and This is NOT About the NH Primary

Yesterday I put on my snowshoes and took the dogs out into the woods near our house in New Hampshire.  The snow has to be about two feet deep, even as it thaws and gets more compact.  It’s a little disorienting, all that snow, as it’s such a deep blanket.  There are lots of tumbled down stone walls and fallen trees that have temporarily disappeared from the landscape.  I was particularly confused when I missed a fallen log that just weeks ago needed to be clumsily clambored over … must have just walked right over it without even knowing! 

Anyway … there is a nicely worn, single file snowshoe path from our house down across the field and along a woods road to where the snowmobilers have a wintry thoroughfare about a quarter of a mile further into the woods.  We haven’t had much wind, so the trees are still laden and the snow in most places off the path is still unsullied and pristine white.  And did I say it is deep?  The deepest we’ve ever seen at this time of year … mayby ANY time of year!

I noticed, yesterday, that there was deer scat in the path near our barn.  (The dogs definitely noticed as well.)  Then I also saw the marks of deer hooves, daintily traversing the trail of nice, hard pack snow that we’d created on our walks.  Walking through a stand of hemlocks, I glanced down and saw that some wild turkeys had used the path, too.  And then there were the paw prints … maybe our dogs, or neighborhood canines, or the coyotes that we hear at night.

Interesting how the deep snow challenges us and brings so many disparate travelers together into a shared path, isn’t it?

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Tough choices …

Here’s a fascinating site to check out in the last hours before the NH Primary vote. 

I continue to feel torn … amongst the compelling arguments that each of the top three Democrats offer.  Hillary is incredibly knowledgeable, competent, and ready to go as of day one.  Obama is inspirational and appears to offer change.  John Edwards offers a populist, progressive message that appeals to me and has also taken an anti-nuclear energy stand

In the Democratic Party we have an embarrassment of riches.  Not a bad situation by any means – but a tough one in which to make a choice.  Do YOU have any suggestions?  I’d love to hear them!

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New Links – Wonderful Artists

Please check out the newest additions to the Blogroll here at JordanCornblog.

You can browse and get a taste of Margaret McWethy’s artwork.  Margaret is a wonderful artist whose work reflects her love of color, light, and the objects in her world.  Following is biographical information from one of her shows:

“Margaret McWethy is an Impressionist painter with a lifelong interest in art and the natural world. She paints the scenes that surround her, but her real subjects are the brilliance of light and the rhythms of nature.

“Margaret studied art history and biology at Swarthmore College. Since graduating in 1977 she has sought teachers who base their art on training, careful observation and understanding. Nationally known portrait artist, Cedric Egeli, master colorist, Henry Henche, Impressionist, John Ebersberger and sculptors, David Farrell and Stephen Perkins have all been influential teachers who have helped Margaret learn the skills and discipline she needs to express her personal view of nature. Though their disciplines are different-drawing, painting, and three-dimensional form- their philosophies are similar: only through diligent development of vision can truth be re-created. The pursuit of knowledge to enhance her ‘seeing’ of the world has become an ongoing journey for Margaret.

“Margaret’s background in the sciences tends to make her approach a blend of the analytical and the intuitive. “I like the idea of reducing things into parts to see how they work, then reconstructing and editing, not with the object of reducing problems to formulas but to reach some real understanding with which one can then begin to create.”

“Margaret McWethy is a native of Annapolis, Maryland. She currently lives in Massachusetts with her husband and young son. Margaret teaches workshops at The Cape Cod School of Art in Provincetown and she is also featured in two books, Painting the Impressionist Landscape by Lois Griffel and Capturing Radiant Color in Oils by Susan Sarbeck. Margaret’s work has been exhibited internationally.”

Following the call of a different muse is Brian Dickerson.  His compelling work is abstract and full of feeling … as noted in the following review excerpted from the Philadelphia Inquirer: 

The subdued and vaguely mystical paintings that Brian Dickerson is showing at the Mangel Gallery evoke the Schoharie Valley west of Albany, N.Y., where he grew up. Specifically, the paintings refer to the Helderberg escarpment, which runs through the region.

The references are oblique because the paintings, all on wood constructions, are abstract. Assembled from pieces of aged wood, with tiny compartments cut into their faces, they project the character of reliquaries.  The “relics” in this case are the artist’s memories of his boyhood in a geographically striking and archaeologically fertile place.

Dickerson achieves spiritual resonance less through form than through color, or the lack of it.  His most effective paintings are done in soft black, dark brown, gray and bronze, all of which impart sober religiosity. 

Flashes of color, such as scarlet or bright green, enliven several works, and several others are done mainly in lighter hues such as yellow or pale peach and white. Yet the darker ones carry more emotional weight because they appear to be more deeply felt, or remembered.

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Can You Say Excoriate?

I came away from the Democratic debate reminded again (after a seven year drought) of how refreshing it is to hear people who speak with knowledge and thoughtfulness about complex issues.  Sure, they were also using buzz words and spin and the shorthand of political rhetoric to some degree … but their command of facts and their thoughtfulness about the issues was clear – and in stark contrast to the shrill and slightly hysterical cacaphony that is the Republican slate of candidates. 

There is a whole lot of substance among the Democrats remaining.  It is reflective of the sad state our political discourse has fallen into that I feel compelled to repeat that they (with the occasional exception of Bill Richardson) spoke in complete and logical sentences and were able to use words like perpetuity and excoriate correctly in those sentences!  Amazing!  We actually witnessed a debate that wasn’t reduced to black and white, good and evil, us and them rhetoric from the get go.  Ideas were discussed and it was occasionally necessary to use larger-than-normal words to get points across.  Wow – I can only imagine the puzzled look on Bush’s face as he listened … but then again, he probably wasn’t listening – relying instead on his staff to boil it down into comprehensible bits and brief him in the morning.

It is unfortunate that after the debate the on-the-spot pundits (very much like Bush’s handlers) find it necessary to reduce it all to buzzwords again.  I think last night it was change versus experience or some such construction, that the entire evening was boiled down to by our helpful commentators.  Let the voters deconstruct the debate themselves!  Here in the Granite State we don’t need your help to figure out what to think or what we’re seeing. 

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Update from Soccer Camp!

Here’s a nice write-up  by Lindsey Dolich on ESPN’s soccernet about how things are going at the USWNT camp under Pia Sundhage’s tutelage. 

It sounds like the morale is improving substantially.  Her emphasis on tactics, communication, and each player rediscovering her passion for the game should go a long way toward bringing this team back after its devastating World Cup experience.

Go Pia!

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Wow – McCain Gets Nasty!

This morning I noticed an anti-Hillary ad on the internet.  At the bottom it said it was paid for by John McCain (of all people).  It uses a crystal ball and an unflattering photo to set her up in a most childish way and ask if this is what we want in our future … very mature and compelling stuff! 

I’d gone to bed last night kind of rooting for McCain on the Republican side … and given the other players, I probably still am … but he’s lost a whole lot of points with me, that’s for sure.  Why stoop to that?  What are you afraid of, John?  Is this straight talk?

It says nothing at all meaningful or substantial about Hillary … but it does seem to speak volumes about Senator McCain and the people he’s attempting to make his pitch to. 

I hope it doesn’t play well in NH.  It reminds me of the sort of thing Bush typically does.  Most tellingly, perhaps, it reminds me of the kinds of things Bush did to him in South Carolina … back when McCain was riding high after his NH win.  And here’s an interesting tidbit from The Nation (via the Common Dreams website) … apparently McCain is getting substantial support these days from the Swiftboaters.  What a disappointing development!

It’s too bad that the self-proclaimed Straight Talker seems to have learned from his nemesis and is now stooping to his tactics.  Too bad.

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