Results Are In …

Well, round one is done!  A strong showing for Obama and Huckabee … which will make the NH primary all the more interesting.  Will they solidify their positions, or will there be more shifting and jockeying before this is done?  My money’s on the latter. 

I liked Howard Fineman’s analysis and agree with the message of CHANGE that is blowing in from the prairie.  So the question is, while the message may be that change is what the country thirsts for, are Obama and Huckabee the messangers we’ll end up with?  NH will add an interesting twist as we all try to answer that question! 

Here in the Granite State, the Ron Paul signs have been sprouting like trees, the snowbanks are littered with political detritus going all the way back to Tancredo, and John Edwards seems to have growing support among progressives in NH and around the country.  Mitt took a hard hit from the Concord Monitor, and meanwhile McCain is definitely on the rise.  Hillary has a very strong, committed, organized base in NH, as does Obama – and Rudy continues to hang out in warmer climes for some reason.  It’ll be an interesting several days here in NH, no doubt about it.

My guess is that there will be a different set of “front-runners” after Tuesday – sending the pundits and the rest of us all to Michigan and South Carolina with more questions than answers, as the primary season continues to unfold.

PS  And meanwhile … if you think the problems presented by our culture of gargantuan consumption aren’t serious, check out this piece from the NY Times … sobering stuff.

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Iowa 2008

By tomorrow morning we’ll know something new about this year’s presidential race.  How much of what we’ll know tomorrow morning is of substance – and how much is the result of spin will be interesting to try to sort out.

With the NH Primary coming so fast on the heels of Iowa, even a little momentum garnered in the Hawkeye State will hit New Hampshire like winter storms sweeping in from the prairies.  (And in NH, we’re running out of places to put the snow already – a good metaphor for campaign rhetoric and spin in this campaign season.)

I read, last night, a provocative (is there any other way) piece by Michael Moore that my sister forwarded me from the Common Dreams website.  I’ve been undecided for months now and continue so, to a large degree.   But I surely do agree with Edwards in what he says about corporate greed and the choke hold that corporations seem to have on our democratic institutions.  I think that my heart is with Edwards’ message – as it was 4 years ago … but I’m hearing that if he doesn’t win in Iowa he’s pretty much a goner. 

Why?  That’s what I wonder.  This is what the pundits tell us … and hearing such things then factors into the decisions that the next batch of voters make.  It’s as if the outcome of one of the bowl games were being decided, not simply by the play on the field, but also by what the announcers and coaches were saying to the fans about the game.  (Come to think of it, I guess that is kind of how the BCS system currently works … and just look how pleased everyone is with the outcome!) 

I hope that, whatever the outcome is in Iowa today, the NH voters aren’t so terribly swayed by all the punditry.  (I hope that I am not swayed!)  For the good of this country, the Democrats sorely need to pick a winner, IMHO … but at this stage of the game, everyone needs to vote for the candidate they agree with … not the one the pundits have annointed.  The voters need to give the pundits some real data to chew on – not simply reflect back what they’re hearing from their TV’s and radio’s and computers!

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And Now Another Page Has Turned

So here it is, the pristine new morning of a pristine new year.  (Wouldn’t it be nice if that particular illusion were true.)  I do find meaning in new beginnings, beginner’s mind, and such concepts … however I don’t go so far as to think they erase the past.  No, that’s with me always – and hopefully functions as a touchstone and anchor, but not as a millstone or weighty set of shackles!

This pristine morning as I groggily chatted and downed my first coffee I ran smack dab into a wee bit sarcasm and felt pierced by it.  It was nothing major – as I said, a wee bit – but the experience made me think about how sarcastic my humor typically is – and how it can hurt to be on the receiving end of it.  I marked the moment, this morning, and added to my list for 2008, the resolve to work to be more aware of (and less generous with) my sarcasm.

I remember visiting a friend and her family some years ago, and hearing her husband make a side comment about their daughter that took my breath away.  It was nothing horrible … and was meant to be humorous, I’m sure.  It was the kind of sarcastic aside that is our daily fare, in many ways, and certainly a staple for him.  His remark was conveyed lightly, in a tone that was warm and almost affectionate on the surface.  But the content was so cutting that I remember it brought me up short at the time.  How confusing for a kid!  It was the sort of comment that would lodge corrosively in a child’s psyche without her knowing it.  If she were lucky, it might be exorcised years later in therapy – but not before it had sapped her confidence and eroded her self image for years … in those subtle but debilitating ways that such things do.

People nearly always laugh when I make my sarcastic remarks … but a few will take the risk to get back to me and point out that something I said as a “joke” was actually hurtful … actually not that funny.  I have worked, over the years, to be more aware – but it’s a very ingrained habit.  It’s a way I get attention (making people laugh) and also a way I think I sometimes express my own insecurity and/or anger.  Definitely, when I’m feeling angry or “off” I’m much more likely to be sarcastic … so I need to keep working away at it – and working, too, to be open to hearing honest feedback when it comes. 

Here’s to 2008 … and to living my life the best way I know how!

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An Old Year

It’s @ 4PM on New Year’s Eve afternoon.  We’ve been digging out after @ a foot of lovely soft snow here in NH.  The old year goes out awash in new snow, with more expected for tomorrow.  I’ve no particularly heavy thoughts this New Year’s Eve.  Maybe that’ll come later, by the chiminea, as the evening winds down.   

I know I feel very lucky to be alive and very appreciative of my friends and family, my work, my health.  I am looking forward to living ever more skillfully in the coming year. 

I don’t know what that will mean, except that I want to stretch my capacities and live more mindfully, appreciating the moments that come my way and learning to manage the parts of me that can get in the way.  I’m thinking of those feelings of victimization and self-criticism … the “poor me’s” and “bad me’s” … that only narrow and hobble and sour and constrict the ME that I bring to each moment and each situation of my life.

Here’s to developing the quiet capacity to live 2008 to its fullest, with ALL OF ME, whatever the year may bring!

 PS  I just watched an amazing piece about our culture of cumsumption which is definitely worth a look.  It’s called “The Story of Stuff and, while it takes twenty minutes to watch, it’s time very well spent.  It has certainly given me a lot to mull and chew on as I step into 2008. And here’s another, related piece, from the NY Times.  Good reading!

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As December's Days Draw Down …

… I wanted to share this interesting site (and undertaking) that my sister sent to me recently.  (Thanks!) 

It’s about a man from Vermont who is walking to DC to highlight his (and others’) efforts to get impeachment onto the Congressional table in a real way.   He says:  “I’m walking from Faneuil Hall to House Speaker Pelosi’s office to encourage her to put impeachment “back on the table.” Can’t come with me? I’ll march in your name. The March started from Faneuil Hall at 10:30 a.m. on December 1st.”  There’s lot more information, including a blog, videos … and a place to sign his petition … on his site at the link above.

As this old year draws to a close, and I find myself reflecting on the things that have been done by Bush, Cheney, etc., etc., etc. in my name (as an American) I am embarrassed, horrfied, enraged, chilled. 

May the new year bring accountablity and change … and more of us putting ourselves out to help make what we hope for into a reality!

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Vacation Days

Saddened and angered and frightened by the assassinaton of Benazir Bhutto and the precarious state of the world, I was struck this morning by how such events don’t alter Dubya’s vacation schedule.  That got me to looking for specifics about the absolutely obscene number of vacation days Bush has taken since he became president. 

Here’s some data from the Common Dreams article referenced above: “According to the Washington Post’s tabulations, by August 2003, Mr. Bush had spent 250 days – 21% of his presidency – on vacation (166 of those days ensconced at his Crawford ranch) …

“When it comes to jetting off on extended vacations, George W. is simply following in the contrails of his famous father. President George H. W. Bush spent 543 days relaxing at Camp David or Kennebunkport, Maine, all on the taxpayers’ dime. Even Ronald Reagan (no stranger to clearing brush on the family ranch) didn’t come close to the Bush Family Record. Reagan only spent 335 days at his Santa Barbara ranch during the entire eight years of his presidency.

“For taxpayers interested in getting a good return on their investment, Democrats clearly have the better record as conscientious, time-clock-punching government employees. Workaholic Bill Clinton claimed just 152 days of vacation in the first three years of his presidency. In 2000, Clinton clipped his vacation to a mere three days. Jimmy Carter was the real stuck-in-the-saddle champ. Carter only took 79 days off – all at the family home in Georgia.”

Here are some figures based on a CBS News tally back in 2004. The pattern is clearly well established and unaltered by world events.  As of August, 2007, according to one blogger, Bush’s vacation day tally was (at least) 418 days (or about 1 year and 2 months).  I have to think that by now it’s reached a year and three months … that’s 15 months … sound familiar?

Juxtapose Bush’s 15 months of R&R with the following, reported by the AP on 4/12/07:  “Stretched thin by four years of war, the Army is adding three months to the standard yearlong tour for all active-duty soldiers in Iraq and Afghanistan, an extraordinary step aimed at maintaining the troop buildup in Baghdad.

The change, announced Wednesday by Defense Secretary Robert Gates, is the latest blow to an all-volunteer Army that has been given ever-shorter periods of rest and retraining at home between overseas deployments.”

Obscene doesn’t begin to describe it …

However, a number of our comedians have done their part, unmasking the hypocrisy and making Dubya the butt that he deserves to be!  Here’s one of many … “President Bush is going on his annual vacation. The White House says he goes to his Texas Ranch to unwind. I’m thinking, when does he wind?” –David Letterman.

My final thought?  For the sake of the country (not to mention democracy) wouldn’t it be great if Cheney would pick up a few of Bush’s habits?

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The Singing Swede

The new USWNT coach, Pia Sundhage, held her first, mini training camp in early December out in Carson, California.  She began the first session with a song!  It’s going to be very exciting to see how this team evolves under her tutelage … and I can’t wait ’til she pulls out her guitar!

On another note (Bowl Football) I regret that bed beckoned last night and I gave up on Central Michigan toward the end of the second quarter.  It sounds like it was a wild second half out there in the Motor City.  Purdue pulled it out in the end – but not before things got VERY interesting!

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Christmas Night … Ugh!

After a lovely Christmas shared with family and friends I somehow wended my way to Ann Coulter’s website before bed.  (As I recall, that journey had started with Elizabeth Edwards and one thing led to another … most unfortunately!) 

After reading but a few of her vituperative words, I could feel the Christmas spirit evaporating FAST.  What a grotesque product of our culture she is!  What an opportunistic, shallow, venomous individual!  

I read on her site that she is not a believer in evolution … and thought to myself that I might just have to agree.  Ms. Coulter is one of the best and most conclusive arguments AGAINST human evolution that I have come upon in my lifetime!

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Christmas Morning

Awake in a mostly-sleeping house, I find time to be still and contemplate before the day gets underway.  Christmas is such a marker of the passage of time and of the status of our hopes and dreams – or so it feels to me at the moment.  No matter how I feel about what our culture has done to Christmas, it is a celebration that has occurred in each and every one of my 55 years – and so it is a touchstone.  From my vantage point in 2007 I survey  backward over my years of Christmases.  Then, zooming in close, I remember the year that’s just passed and reflect on all that has transpired in those 365 days … what I’ve learned, where I’ve changed … people/experiences/lessons that have come new to me this year … and things that have passed.

As I write I’m listening to one of the old albums I “digitalized” with my Numark turntable.  The Spinners … “Could It Be I’m Falling in Love?”  Hearing the old songs, time suddenly foreshortens and I am back in 1972 or 3 as if it were yesterday.  Sunshine heats the warm April walkway from Parrish Hall to McCabe library at Swarthmore College.  My jeans are patched and my hair is long.  Nothing extraordinary is happening … just a walk from my mailbox to the library.  A spring day in the early ’70’s is unfolding in front of me.  Birdsong trills … then I enter the shade and coolness of the library.  Soft carpeting muffles my steps.  So quiet and full of purpose it is.  I sink into the feeling of it.

What amazes me is how real it can feel … how fully I can feel myself back there.  And just like that, when I think back to past Christmases, they can be right here.  Faces long gone are gathered amidst wrapping paper and ribbon.  I like that – it’s all here inside … waiting to be seen/felt/smelled/heard again … and maybe that’s the biggest gift of all!

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Christmas Eve Morning

It rained hard last night and stayed warm, so we woke to an iceless world (thankfully).  Snow still blankets most everything, but where it had been plowed and shoveled, the bare ground shows through.  What’s left must be very wet and heavy – and whenever it freezes it’ll be amazing!

Yesterday we had several visits from a huge flock of wild turkeys – 15-20 birds in all.  They’d walk up our long driveway and then wend along the narrow, shoveled paths til they got to the birdfeeder and the strewn seed underneath.  There they’d scracth and eat, until something startled them and they rose as one, flying through the mist, back down the hill to safety.  Later they’d all troop back up the driveway, march through the maze of shoveled paths, eventually arriving again at the birdfeeder for more food. 

It is just amazing to see those large critters foraging in the snow along with the sparrows and chickadees.  Our two cats were as fascinated as we were – and seemed quite unsure as to what they’d do out there amongst the birds, given the chance (which they were not given). 

And now, a new day.  Onward!

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