Happy Sunday!

Happy Sunday, everyone! As the sun comes up over the trees, I’m watching the high clouds disperse and relishing the thought of mowing the lawn in a few hours. The grass is still tender and new, and the Indian paintbrush is dotting the lawn. I’ll mow around it, and Willie will lie in the grass and watch the proceedings, I’ve no doubt.

I’m working to be aware and appreciative of each moment of good quality life that he has. It’s all a gift — and makes me aware, too, that it’s really the exact same gift for each of us — were it possible to tolerate a daily awareness of our mortality.

After a quick scan of the news, I was interested to learn a few things that I hadn’t known before this morning. For example, did you know that we are in danger — dire danger — from paganism? Yup. According to Mike Huckabee and Newt Gingrich who are, thankfully, spreading the word, our God fearing nation is losing ground to the pagan hordes amongst us.

Not only that, but did you know that the American revolutionaries’ victory over the British back in the 18th century was a miracle from God exactly like the miracle of the 21st century defeat of gay marriage in California?

If God is willing to reach down and defeat gay marriage in California one has to wonder why he would allow it in so many other places — not to mention why he would allow the pagans to run amok and upset Mike and Newt and probably 10 or 15 other easily upset conservative politicians and pundits. I am pleased to see that the GOP continues to zero in on the heart of what ails us as a nation, refusing to be distracted by things like the economy, health care, various wars, etc.

As further evidence of God’s hand in history, and the role that Republicans and the Bush administration have played in furthering God’s will, we have the emerging/clarifying picture of Dick Cheney working his little buns off trying to assure that US operatives were able to continue torturing prisoners as was necessary to keep America safe. Apparently, as questions about the practice intensified, Cheney left his undisclosed location more and more frequently to assure that his agenda remained in place.

The news doesn’t really come as a shock — indeed, some close observers had already guessed that the then-veep was involved in the briefings. But it does add to the picture of Cheney embarking during the middle years of the Bush administration on a focused, stealthy campaign to make sure the US didn’t give up what he saw as its right to torture.

It is electrifying bizarre to think that presumably intelligent and savvy public figures like Newt Gingrich and Mike Huckabee actually believe that pagans are a greater danger to the soul of America than Dick Cheney and those of his ilk are. Are they delusional enough to truly believe what they are saying, or just coldly exploiting the political calculus?

I went for help on this question to a recent study that finds that conservatives, on the whole, tend to be a bit more “queasy” or easily disgusted (torture excepted, of course) than their liberal compatriots are.

In one of the new studies, Cornell University psychology professor David Pizarro and colleagues surveyed 181 U.S. adults from politically mixed swing states. They used a Disgust Sensitivity Scale (DSS), which offers various scenarios to assess disgust sensitivity, as well as a political ideology scale. They found a correlation between being more easily disgusted and political conservatism.

Then they surveyed 91 Cornell undergraduates with the DSS, as well as with questions about their positions on issues including gay marriage, abortion, gun control, labor unions, tax cuts and affirmative action. Participants who rated higher in disgust sensitivity were more likely to oppose gay marriage and abortion, issues that are related to notions of morality or purity.

Finally, turning to the saner world of soccer, here’s a nice article about Megan Rapinoe who’s come back from two ACL injuries and is now thriving with the Red Stars. Then we’ve got Knapp Notes, looking ahead at today’s WPS match ups.

Have a good one!

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Scanning the Saturday Terrain

Yesterday evening after various chores were completed, we took some time to consume burgers (thanks Dewd) and hang out quietly on the deck with Willie and Ruby. It’s amazing to spend time with Willie these days, as he seems very much himself — just much more easily tired. He has no idea about what is happening to him and is just in the moment, as usual. It feels like a lesson that I can’t quite get my head around. I look at him and wonder at the mysteries of life and death.

I feel like I need to make my peace with what is coming, or I won’t be able to appreciate what is here right now. Don’t want to be in denial. Don’t want to be in a constant state of panicked alertness. This will be a process!

In the meantime, let’s take a look at what’s happening in the world — or at least what captures JordanCornblog’s attention this morning … 😉

First off, who knew that Bush read books? In what seems like an ongoing effort to buff up his legacy — which is beyond tarnished — apparently Karl Rove wrote an op-ed about what Bush was reading while he was in the White House. Between reading and being on vacation, what is remarkable is the amount of damage he was able to do in the short time he was actually working. Thank God for books and brush cutting is all I can say!

I received my first set of documentaries from Ironweed — the DVD club I wrote about some days ago. One of the documentaries in particular caught my eye — Asparagus. Looking forward to checking it out.  And speaking of asparagus, here’s a wonderful article from the Portland Press about college students heading to organic farms in Maine to work. It sounds like a wonderful lifestyle and learning experience — not to mention an opportunity to have work in these tough economic times.

On the WPS front I’m happy to report that the Breakers have a bye — as Kelly Smith needs to nurse an injury, A-Rod needs to get her confidence back, and the team just generally needs to get back on track. Hopefully a week off will help.  Meanwhile  the match-ups look interesting this week … with 3 Sunday contests – Athletica vs, FC Sky Blue, FC Gold Pride vs the Red Stars, and the Freedom and Sol facing off in LA for the TV game.

Meanwhile the Washington Freedom’s Sonia Bompastor has been named WPS player of the month. Congratulations to her, she’s great fun to watch!

Bompastor plays a critical role in the Freedom midfield. “Sonia brings in a European flare that is a great addition to our league. Her patience, scrappiness and creativity are qualities that have truly impressed me, but her love for the game is what makes her the player that she is today,” says Freedom defender Cat Whitehill of her teammate.

FC Sky Blue’s Natasha Kai has gotten some ink in the New York Times (not that she needs any more ink).

Here’s an interesting piece about attendance for the WPS — comparing it to stats for the old WUSA. Looks to me like WPS is on track and doing a little bit better than might have been anticipated, given the economy’s state.

Finally, for those who don’t get the Fox Soccer Channel — and have a fairly robust Internet connection — there’s good news. The soccer game will be streamed, live from Fox, on the WPS site. (Alice, take heed!)

Time to begin the day here — another precious day filled with moments to greet and appreciate. What are you doing today?

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Ahhhhhhh …

Friday took awhile to come this week, and I am beyond ready for it.

Need to recoup, regroup … and mow the grass!

And beyond that …

I’m hoping for some rain for the new plants that are dotting all of our various gardens – sending down all their tiny new rootlets into the soil – working to take hold – no small task.

And for Obama’s words in Cairo to take hold in hearts around the world so that new perspectives can be brought to bear on ancient impasses.

And for me to slow down and be present in my here and now.

And for Willie to remain mobile and comfortable for as long as his heart keeps beating.

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Life

We learned yesterday that our sweet 10 year old black lab, Willie has a “large mass” pressing on his heart.  He is not in pain, but seems in swift decline.  Each moment, each breath, so precious.

I haven’t the stomach for much of anything this morning.

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The Meaning of Evil

How’s that for a Wednesday title?

Yesterday I became involved in a discussion on an alumni listserv that started out being about our classmate George “Marty” Zinkhan and evolved (or devolved) into a discussion about the nature of evil and the use of that word in discourse.

We found ourselves discussing it as a family (while watching “The Daily Show”) — and several people pointed out to me that I am not shy about using the word when linking it to Dick Cheney, Donald Rumsfeld, Dubya, and others of that ilk.

When I use the term here, I am nearly always in a provocative and/or slightly aggressive mindset. It’s used with disgust, exasperation, and retaliatory energy. I tend to use the word more or less as a weapon — and generally against only those who use it themselves.

As I write this I realize that when I do it, it actually feels quite childish and unsatisfying to me — on the level of name-calling. If I step back and think about the word itself — and really think about what it means (or what I think it means) I am left wondering why I would ever use it at all. I can imagine applying it to particular acts, I suppose — but applying it to a person or entity is quite a bit more Biblical than my worldview sustains.

It’s a dismissive shortcut — that’s how it feels to me. I use it when I am being provocative and flip, and feeling angry.

When I use it, I recall my mother and shudder. How well I remember her railing against the Catholic Church and the way that they indoctrinated people — children especially. Meanwhile, her own children were being indoctrinated by her repetitive rants.

She called the Catholic Church evil for what it did to children. Do I call her evil?

I don’t. It doesn’t help me, either to understand her or myself. It feels more like swallowing what she spewed, and then regurgitating it.

I’m sure this will be continued, however — it’s certainly got me thinking, which is fun!

PS — The Phillies and Red Sox won last night, and there’s a WPS game this evening. I’m just saying…

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Daffodils

Daffodils

by William Wordsworth

I wander’d lonely as a cloud
That floats on high o’er vales and hills,
When all at once I saw a crowd,
A host, of golden daffodils;
Beside the lake, beneath the trees,
Fluttering and dancing in the breeze.

Continuous as the stars that shine
And twinkle on the Milky Way,
They stretch’d in never-ending line
Along the margin of a bay;
Ten thousand saw I at a glance,
Tossing their heads in sprightly dance.

The waves beside them danced, but they
Out-did the sparkling waves in glee;
A poet could not but be gay,
In such a jocund company:
I gazed-and gazed-but little thought
What wealth the show to me had brought:

For oft, when on my couch I lie
In vacant or in pensive mood,
They flash upon that inward eye
Which is the bliss of solitude;
And then my heart with pleasure fills,
And dances with the daffodils.

And here’s the visual …

httpvh://www.youtube.com/watch?v=15fK-urVNJ0

Those prone to motion sickness may want to avoid the video!

😉

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Outrage and Weeping

From the Justice Department …

The murder of Doctor George Tiller is an abhorrent act of violence, and his family is in our thoughts and prayers at this tragic moment. Federal law enforcement is coordinating with local law enforcement officials in Kansas on the investigation of this crime, and I have directed the United States Marshals Service to offer protection to other appropriate people and facilities around the nation. The Department of Justice will work to bring the perpetrator of this crime to justice. As a precautionary measure, we will also take appropriate steps to help prevent any related acts of violence from occurring.

While supposedly decried by Operation Rescue (and their ilk), this needs to be recognized as a direct result of their hateful activities.  Apparently they maintained a “Tiller Watch” on their website – links to which have mysteriously disappeared since yesterday’s murder.  Here’s something that the alleged murderer (Scott Roeder) posted on Operation Rescue’s site back in 2007 … and one of their sick, sick, sick videos … which they touted as their “hot new video about Dr. Tiller” back in 2007.  Sick.

Reading this vituperation illustrates how prayer, in the hands of right wing control freaks is pretty much like a handgun.

Sick at heart, here … sick at heart.

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So It's Sunday Again

Thanks for your comment on yesterday’s post, Alice. I haven’t checked out the video Bill Moyers aired – Torturing Democracy – yet, but plan to. Meanwhile, for a never ending stream of despicable and delusional Dickishess there is always the Dick Cheney page on the Huffington Post. I glance at it occasionally in the hope that something bad will have happened to him.

But it’s Sunday — a day for, if not loftier thoughts, at least not the kind of bitterness that Cheney brings to mind. I’m gonna shift gears entirely, first, with the sad news that the Cavs were eliminated last night by the Magic. While a Lebron versus Kobe finals would have been fun, I can now happily root for the underdog Magic almost as if they were a Philly team! Speaking of Philly teams, the Phillies moved back into first place with a win (and a Mets loss). Sadly the Red Sox were unable to duplicate that feat and slipped a little further into second place with another loss to the Blue Jays yesterday.

On the WPS front the LA Sol won again, defeating the Athletica two to nothing. Come on guys somebody needs to beat the Sol so the Breakers can gain some ground! The Freedom play FC Gold Pride this afternoon before the Breakers tee it off against FC Sky-Blue for the 6 PM, televised game.

Last night I saw “Sugar” at the Red River Theatres in Concord. Excellent movie about (oversimplification) trying to make it in baseball — I highly recommend it. After the movie, its star Algenis Perez Soto answered questions from the audience. The star appeared to be much like the character he played — refreshingly grounded, open, and sincere — as well as quite talented. On a day when Susan Boyle came in second (to her relief, I have to think), it was nice to see another “unknown” get a chance.

What else?

I think I’m going to join the Ironweed Film Club — something that I stumbled upon while checking out the Air America site and looking at their blog roll. It looks a cool idea. They take independent films — sounds like quite often it’ll be a documentary — mix in a couple of related short films (also independent) and create a monthly DVD which then gets shipped to members. Seems like a great way to support independent film, and have a way of sharing these films that might be otherwise inaccessible (especially for us non-urban types), with friends and family.

Finally, I’d like to share the poem excerpt that appeared on The Writer’s Almanac this morning. “Song of Myself” was, I am convinced, a literary lifesaver for me when I was in high school. My first real extended experience of unabashed self regard and self nurturing — it was a fascinating revelation for someone who needed a bit of self regard right about then! I wonder how many others have stumbled upon “Song of Myself” in the nick of time — that surely was the case for me. Thanks Walt!

Song of Myself (excerpt)

by Walt Whitman

This is the meal equally set, this the meat for natural hunger,
It is for the wicked just the same as the righteous, I make
appointments with all,
I will not have a single person slighted or left away,
The kept-woman, sponger, thief, are hereby invited,
The heavy-lipp’d slave is invited, the venerealee is invited;
There shall be no difference between them and the rest.

This is the press of a bashful hand, this the float and odor of
hair,

This the touch of my lips to yours, this the murmur of yearning,
This the far-off depth and height reflecting my own face,
This the thoughtful merge of myself, and the outlet again.
Do you guess I have some intricate purpose?
Well I have, for the Fourth-month showers have, and the mica
on the side of a rock has.

Do you take it I would astonish?
Does the daylight astonish? does the early redstart twittering
through the woods?
Do I astonish more than they?

This hour I tell things in confidence,
I might not tell everybody, but I will tell you.

20

Who goes there? hankering, gross, mystical, nude;
How is it I extract strength from the beef I eat?

What is a man anyhow? what am I? what are you?

All I mark as my own you shall offset it with your own,
Else it were time lost listening to me.

I do not snivel that snivel the world over,
That months are vacuums and the ground but wallow and filth.

Whimpering and truckling fold with powders for invalids,
conformity goes to the fourth-remov’d,
I wear my hat as I please indoors or out.

Why should I pray? why should I venerate and be ceremonious?

Having pried through the strata, analyzed to a hair,
counsel’d with doctors and calculated close,
I find no sweeter fat than sticks to my own bones.

I exist as I am, that is enough,
If no other in the world be aware I sit content,
And if each and all be aware I sit content.

One world is aware and by far the largest to me, and that is
myself,
And whether I come to my own to-day or in ten thousand or
ten million years,
I can cheerfully take it now, or with equal cheerfulness I can
wait.

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Saturday Stuff Including Sadistic Sex Crimes at the Top

Read Naomi Wolf’s thorough and absolutely horrific article about the sexual perversity perpetrated by the Bushies in Iraq and elsewhere. I do not understand why Obama is rationalizing and temporizing about releasing the photos and really going after these sadomasochistic pricks.

The activities of these dudes so speaks to the fruits of the kind of self-righteousness and repression that is so often the hallmark of Bible thumping fundamentalism. Of course, with Cheney, Rumsfeld et al. I don’t really think there’s an actual religious component to what they did. But you never know, maybe they’re crazier than I have even imagined.

The bottom line is that these acts are well documented, and the trail leading to the very top echelons of government also appears to be pretty much undeniable. They need to be unmasked. They need to be brought to justice — that’s the kind of humiliation they deserve.

I look at the photos of Phil Spector that have been on the Internet recently, as he’s been convicted and sentenced. The emptiness and fear on his face feels like a reflection of the souls of Cheney Rumsfeld Bush Rice. They all conspired. They all did it. They all should be brought to justice.

Rumsfeld should NOT get to walk around freely. Rice should NOT get to visit her alma mater and talk to students. Cheney should NOT get to have any audience other than prison guards. Bush showed NOT get to walk his dog and pick up his poop — or share a stage with Bill Clinton in Canada. (Bill, what the hell are you thinking?)

Okay — let’s move on to soccer before I lose all sense of decorum.

First, here’s Beulah’s write up of the US trouncing of Canada this past Monday. Sorry to be so late posting it!

Next, here’s the WPS preview for the weekend from goal.com. We begin today with the Sol versus Athletica — a game that I could easily see the Sol losing (which would be a nice boon for the Breakers). Next up will be the Freedom versus FC Gold Pride — and then in the televised game, the Breakers versus the Ian Sawyerless Sky-Blue. Of course I will be rooting for the Breakers, and I hesitate to say it because I don’t want to jinx them, but a part of me really does want to see Sky-Blue and Kelly Lindsey do well.  The Red Stars get a bye this week, and can probably use one, as they’re coming off a bit of a rough patch.

I see that West Chester University is celebrating (on June 6) 50 years of women’s sports. I was hoping for lots of pictures and factoids on the net, but nothing’s been posted yet. If you go to this site you can check out the list of attendees — brings back a lot of memories as I see names like Vonnie Gros (where’s Marge Watson, I wonder – still ensconced at Ursinus?), Valerie Walchak (CB take note), Cathy Rush (Immaculata, of course – but a WC alum), etc. It still makes me sad to not see Beth Allen on that list — she should be there.

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Can FC Sky Blue Regroup?

Well, there is big news on the WPS front with the firing of Ian Sawyers as the FC sky blue coach.  Should be interesting to watch Sunday’s game as FC sky blue versus the Breakers is the match being televised on Fox soccer Channel at 6 PM.

I think I remember that Mr. Sawyers has had a reputation as a hothead. Didn’t he leave some college coaching stint in the midst of controversy?  Stanford? I’m sure that Julie Foudy can hold her own with a strong-willed, temperamental, fiery dude — but isn’t she pregnant — or recently gave birth .. or something? I’ve gotta think it ain’t fun in the Foudy-Sawyers household this morning.

I’ve always been a fan of Julie but, based on little-to-no actual knowledge, always had a question or two about her taste in husbands.  (Bothered me a bit that he had been her coach … I think starting back at a pretty young age … hmmm.  Double checked and turns out she was 18 and he was 27 when they started seeing one another.  He coached a rival club team … then was assistant coach when she went to Stanford – starting her sophomore year.  Here’s a link to a 2001 SI article by Grant Wahl that does an excellent job of looking at the whole coach-player-romances gig.

Stay tuned — I’m sure there’s a lot more to this than meets the eye (especially given the fact that there’s just about nothing meeting the eye at the moment)!

I’ll do some digging as the day goes on, and will post other tidbits that catch my eye, too. I’m home from work and it’s raining — enough said!

Oh yeah – and GO CAVS!

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