Los Suns, U VA, Big Ben and LT

It’s been an up and down week, kinda like the Dow yesterday.  I feel haunted by the news of the Yeardley Love slaying in Charlottesville.  Such a tragic waste!

Aside from the terrible particulars of the crime, and the “what if’s” that rise to plague the mind, I feel so sad for all the other students … and especially for the seniors who’ve worked hard and were slated to celebrate their commencement.  Now, shadowing their time is this intrusion of terrible thuggishness.  There are lessons here, to be sure.  I am just so sorry … because at 22 the lessons shouldn’t be so soul searingly ugly and irrevocable.

Of course I don’t know the whole story but can you see your way clear to any conclusion other than thinking that the young man in question is a stunted, privileged, and frightful bully?

And speaking of stunted bullys … I am disgusted by the insights we’re receiving into Big Ben’s persona … and about Lawrence Taylor’s absolute despicableness.  The world of sports … where I retreat when the big banks and teabaggers and oil spills become too depressing … is becoming as ugly and twisted as all the rest of it.  Arrrgh … denial just ran into a big old wall!!

Then, there are the stories like the uplifting one out of Arizona, as Los Suns renamed themselves and came from behind to beat the Spurs the other night.  Thanks to the likes of Steve Nash for a reminder that jocks aren’t all thugs … and as for Big Ben and LT, I’m done.

Finally, welcome to this world, Olivia May (and congrats Alice)!  May you have lots of Steve Nash’s cross your path as you grow and explore.  And should you come upon a Big Ben or LT, may you quickly recognize what you’re dealing with … and walk away.

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Honoring Angela

If you couldn’t get to the Breakers’ game this past Saturday, here’s a taste of the celebration of Angela Hucles.  Pia’s part (@ a minute in) is especially fun.  Angela, we miss you (and sorry the B’s couldn’t come up with a win on your day)!

In other matters, as I pretty much avoid the news, I’ll simply note that the Phillies and Red Sox both won … and the sun is out.  Not bad for a wednesday, eh?

Oh, and Beulah is doing some WPS writing (yippee).  Here’s her take on last weekend’s Freedom-Athletica match.  (Hope she makes it to the Freedom-Breakers’ game THIS weekend!)

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Walking in the Woods With Willie

Yesterday evening the air cleared out here and the breeze picked up, offering a perfect moment for getting out into the woods.  Willie was raring to go, so off we went (while our Westie Ruby stayed home to forage for left-over scraps of “whatever” in the chicken coop).

Tender new shoots are pushing their way up through last fall’s detritus on the woods’ floor; and what I especially noticed yesterday was the remarkable mix of scents that the breeze carried.  I felt like a wine connisseur, sniffing the evening air … in which hints of lilac and apple blossom and new-mown grass from some far away lawn were mixed with underpinnings of leafy mulch … our springtime earth churning with a mixture of decay and new life.

It was definitely a “chewy” mix!

And what a gift to have Willie trotting happily ahead … after we thought we were going to lose him right around this time last year.  He’s slowed, for sure … but clearly enjoying every moment of this burgeoning spring.  Ahhhhhh …. !

PS  Congrats, RPE … good job putting soccer players on the map!

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Terror

Thankfully the crude bomb that someone fashioned and put into a vehicle which he or she then parked in Times Square was discovered and dismantled before it was detonated.  I wonder who put it there.

I wonder about the politics of the person … and also, on a more micro level, wonder about the very individual motives and incendiary illusions that drive someone who deliberately chooses to do this sort of thing.

Who are you and what fucked up delusions drive you?  Seriously.  It takes time and thought to put together a bomb … to figure out how to do it, gather the necessary materials, construct it … then get it to wherever you plan to do your damage.  Each step along the way you could reconsider … change your mind … back off.  Each step along the way there could be a burst of sudden clarity … your humanity breaking through as you realize how very, very horribly wrong you were about what you were planning to do.

Your sanity and humanity could kick in at any step along the way.  But sometimes it doesn’t.  And it’s so good, then, when your plans are thwarted by someone else.

I am hoping that there was no Muslim-extremist involvement in this foiled event … that it was rather one of our home-grown terrorists.  Why?  Because I’d prefer self examination to the finger-pointing that would otherwise ensue.  It would be especially nice of thise were some Ann-Coulter-quoting birther-bigot trying to bring on the Second Coming.

I would like to see this recent event get us to look at how we define terrorism.  It would be nice if something like this brought us to realize that these impulses that we like to impute to “others” are right here, seething, all the time … fomented by the irresponsible language of pundits and so-called leaders … waiting to wreak havoc.

Terror.  What is terror?

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Sorry

JordanCornblog was unaccountably down (I mean the blog … not the blogger) in the early part of the AM when I was all set to write … and now the day is moving on … and me with it.

So I note, quickly, that all of this weekend’s WPS games are being played today … with FC Gold Pride vs. Sky Blue FC being the televised match-up at 6PM ET this evening.

The Breakers play the Red Stars in Cambridge and will be honoring Angela Hucles … sorry to be missing that one!  Look for the B’s to remain undefeated … but this time with a win!

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Spurs and Matt Bonner Prevail!

NH B-ball fans will get to see their favorite son, Concord’s own Matt Bonner, play into the next round of the NBA play-off’s.  Yep, the Spurs beat the #2 seeded Mavericks last night and will move on to play the Phoenix Sun in round 2.

I’ll be torn on this one, as Steve Nash is such a good guy, with his politics and philanthropic activities and staunch WPS support and all.  In my heart, I’ll be rooting for him to move deeper into the play-off’s … and for Bonner to do well, but for his Spurs to stop their run.

Do you think AZ will wait ’til after the play-off’s to deport Steve?  I’m guessing yes.

On the WPS front, sadly Carli Lloyd has broken her ankle … as her hard luck WPS saga continues.  Tomorrow the Breakers face off against the Red Stars in Cambridge … on what looks to be a beautiful, summerish day in these parts.  Dang … wish I could go!  😦

Here’s some Week 3 WPS analysis from Set Piece, if you’re so inclined.  (It seems the podcast is only available via download this week.)

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So Stark and Loving and Sad … and Brave!

From The Writer’s Almanac …

Waving Goodbye

by Wesley McNair

Why, when we say goodbye
at the end of an evening, do we deny
we are saying it at all, as in We’ll
be seeing you, or I’ll call, or Stop in,
somebody’s always at home? Meanwhile, our friends,
telling us the same things, go on disappearing
beyond the porch light into the space
which except for a moment here or there
is always between us, no matter what we do.
Waving goodbye, of course, is what happens
when the space gets too large
for words – a gesture so innocent
and lonely, it could make a person weep
for days. Think of the hundreds of unknown
voyagers in the old, fluttering newsreel
patting and stroking the growing distance
between their nameless ship and the port
they are leaving, as if to promise I’ll always
remember, and just as urgently, Always
remember me. It is loneliness, too,
that makes the neighbor down the road lift
two fingers up from his steering wheel as he passes
day after day on his way to work in the hello
that turns into goodbye? What can our own raised
fingers to for him, locked in his masculine
purposes and speeding away inside the glass?
How can our waving wipe away the reflex
so deep in the woman next door to smile
and wave on her way into her house with the mail,
we’ll never know if she is happy
or sad or lost? It can’t. Yet in that moment
before she and all the others and we ourselves
turn back to our disparate lives, how
extraordinary it is that we make this small flag
with our hands to show the closeness we wish for
in spite of what pulls us apart again
and again: the porch light snapping off,
the car picking its way down the road through the dark.

“Waving Goodbye” by Wesley McNair from Lovers of the Lost: New & Selected Poems. © David R. Godine, 2010. Reprinted with permission. (buy now)

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Uh Oh

The Phillies dropped out of first place last night with their loss to the Giants … and in the meantime the Mets have snuck into first.  Who thought THEY’D be the NYC team at the top of their division on April 28th?

Time to take a breath!

Here’s an e-mail piece that a friend sent me yesterday … I found it at once thought-provoking, very disturbing … and not-so-surprising.  Stepping back and looking at our world with eyes stripped of the assumptions we unconsciously carry is always an interesting experience … to put it mildly …

This is from Tim Wise – and you can visit his blog here!

“Imagine if the Tea Party Was Black”Tim Wise

Let’s play a game, shall we? The name of the game is called Imagine. The way it’s played is simple: we’ll envision recent happenings in the news, but then change them up a bit. Instead of envisioning white people as the main actors in the scenes well conjure – the ones who are driving the action – we’ll envision black folks or other people of color instead. The object of the game is to imagine the public reaction to the events or incidents, if the main actors were of color, rather than white. Whoever gains the most insight into the workings of race in America, at the end of the game, wins.

So lets’ begin.

Imagine that hundreds of black protesters were to descend upon Washington DC and Northern Virginia, just a few miles from the Capitol and White House, armed with AK-47s, assorted handguns, and ammunition. And imagine that some of these protesters the black protesters spoke of the need for political revolution, and possibly even armed conflict in the event that laws they didnt like were enforced by the government? Would these protesters, these black protesters with guns, be seen as brave defenders of the Second Amendment, or would they be viewed by most whites as a danger to the republic? What if they were Arab-Americans? Because, after all, that’s what happened recently when white gun enthusiasts descended upon the nation’s capital, arms in hand, and verbally announced their readiness to make war on the country’s political leaders if the need arose.

Imagine that white members of Congress, while walking to work, were surrounded by thousands of angry black people, one of whom proceeded to spit on one of those congressmen for not voting the way the black demonstrators desired. Would the protesters be seen as merely patriotic Americans voicing their opinions, or as an angry, potentially violent, and even insurrectionary mob? After all, this is what white Tea Party protesters did recently in Washington.

Imagine that a rap artist were to say, in reference to a white president: He’s a piece of shit and I told him to suck on my machine gun. Because thats’ what rocker Ted Nugent said recently about President Obama.

Imagine that a prominent mainstream black political commentator had long employed an overt bigot as Executive Director of his organization, and that this bigot regularly participated in black separatist conferences, and once assaulted a white person while calling them by a racial slur. When that prominent black commentator and his sister who also works for the organization defended the bigot as a good guy who was misunderstood and going through a tough time in his life would anyone accept their excuse-making? Would that commentator still have a place on a mainstream network? Because thats what happened in the real world, when Pat Buchanan employed as Executive Director of his group, America’s Cause, a blatant racist who did all these things, or at least their white equivalents: attending white separatist conferences and attacking a black woman while calling her the n-word.

Imagine that a black radio host were to suggest that the only way to get promoted in the administration of a white president is by hating black people, or that a prominent white person had only endorsed a white presidential candidate as an act of racial bonding, or blamed a white president for a fight on a school bus in which a black kid was jumped by two white kids, or said that he wouldn’t want to kill all conservatives, but rather, would like to leave just enough “living fossils” as he called them,so we will never forget what these people stood for. After all, these are things that Rush Limbaugh has said, about Barack Obama’s administration, Colin Powell’s endorsement of Barack Obama, a fight on a school bus in Belleville, Illinois, in which two black kids beat up a white kid, and about liberals, generally.

Imagine that a black pastor, formerly a member of the U.S. military, were to declare, as part of his opposition to a white president’s policies, that he was ready to “suit up, get my gun, go to Washington, and do what they trained me to do.” This is, after all, what Pastor Stan Craig said recently at a Tea Party rally in Greenville, South Carolina.

Imagine a black radio talk show host gleefully predicting a revolution by people of color if the government continues to be dominated by the rich white men who have been destroying the country, or if said radio personality were to call Christians or Jews non-humans, or say that when it came to conservatives, the best solution would be to hang ’em high. And what would happen to any congressional representative who praised that commentator for speaking common sense and likened his hate talk to American values? After all, those are among the things said by radio host and best-selling author Michael Savage, predicting white revolution in the face of multiculturalism, or said by Savage about Muslims and liberals, respectively. And it was Congressman Culbertson, from Texas, who praised Savage in that way, despite his hateful rhetoric.

Imagine a black political commentator suggesting that the only thing the guy who flew his plane into the Austin, Texas IRS building did wrong was not blowing up Fox News instead. This is, after all, what Anne Coulter said about Tim McVeigh, when she noted that his only mistake was not blowing up the New York Times.

Imagine that a popular black liberal website posted comments about the daughter of a white president, calling her typical redneck trash, or a whore whose mother entertains her by making monkey sounds. After all, that’s comparable to what conservatives posted about Malia Obama on freerepublic.com last year, when they referred to her as ghetto trash.

Imagine that black protesters at a large political rally were walking around with signs calling for the lynching of their congressional enemies. Because that’s what white conservatives did last year, in reference to Democratic party leaders in Congress.

In other words, imagine that even one-third of the anger and vitriol currently being hurled at President Obama, by folks who are almost exclusively white, were being aimed, instead, at a white president, by people of color. How many whites viewing the anger, the hatred, the contempt for that white president would then wax eloquent about free speech, and the glories of democracy? And how many would be calling for further crackdowns on thuggish behavior, and investigations into the radical agendas of those same people of color?

To ask any of these questions is to answer them. Protest is only seen as fundamentally American when those who have long had the luxury of seeing themselves as prototypically American engage in it. When the dangerous and dark other does so, however, it isnt viewed as normal or natural, let alone patriotic. Which is why Rush Limbaugh could say, this past week, that the Tea Parties are the first time since the Civil War that ordinary, common Americans stood up for their rights: a statement that erases the normalcy and American-ness of blacks in the civil rights struggle, not to mention women in the fight for suffrage and equality, working people in the fight for better working conditions, and LGBT folks as they struggle to be treated as full and equal human beings.

And this, my friends, is what white privilege is all about. The ability to threaten others, to engage in violent and incendiary rhetoric without consequence, to be viewed as patriotic and normal no matter what you do, and never to be feared and despised as people of color would be, if they tried to get away with half the shit we do, on a daily basis.

Game Over.

“Imagine if the Tea Party Was Black” – Tim Wise

Let’s play a game, shall we? The name of the game is called Imagine. The way it’s played is simple: we’ll envision recent happenings in the news, but then change them up a bit. Instead of envisioning white people as the main actors in the scenes well conjure – the ones who are driving the action – we’ll envision black folks or other people of color instead. The object of the game is to imagine the public reaction to the events or incidents, if the main actors were of color, rather than white. Whoever gains the most insight into the workings of race in

America, at the end of the game, wins.

So lets’ begin.

Imagine that hundreds of black protesters were to descend upon

Washington DC and Northern Virginia, just a few miles from the Capitol and White House, armed with AK-47s, assorted handguns, and ammunition. And imagine that some of these protesters the black protesters spoke of the need for political revolution, and possibly even armed conflict in the event that laws they didnt like were enforced by the government? Would these protesters, these black protesters with guns, be seen as brave defenders of the Second Amendment, or would they be viewed by most whites as a danger to the republic? What if they were Arab-Americans? Because, after all, that’s what happened recently when white gun enthusiasts descended upon the nation’s capital, arms in hand, and verbally announced their readiness to make war on the country’s political leaders if the need arose.

Imagine that white members of Congress, while walking to work, were surrounded by thousands of angry black people, one of whom proceeded to spit on one of those congressmen for not voting the way the black demonstrators desired. Would the protesters be seen as merely patriotic Americans voicing their opinions, or as an angry, potentially violent, and even insurrectionary mob? After all, this is what white Tea Party protesters did recently in

Washington.

Imagine that a rap artist were to say, in reference to a white president: He’s a piece of shit and I told him to suck on my machine gun. Because thats’ what rocker Ted Nugent said recently about President Obama.

Imagine that a prominent mainstream black political commentator had long employed an overt bigot as Executive Director of his organization, and that this bigot regularly participated in black separatist conferences, and once assaulted a white person while calling them by a racial slur. When that prominent black commentator and his sister who also works for the organization defended the bigot as a good guy who was misunderstood and going through a tough time in his life would anyone accept their excuse-making? Would that commentator still have a place on a mainstream network? Because thats what happened in the real world, when Pat Buchanan employed as Executive Director of his group, America’s Cause, a blatant racist who did all these things, or at least their white equivalents: attending white separatist conferences and attacking a black woman while calling her the n-word.

Imagine that a black radio host were to suggest that the only way to get promoted in the administration of a white president is by hating black people, or that a prominent white person had only endorsed a white presidential candidate as an act of racial bonding, or blamed a white president for a fight on a school bus in which a black kid was jumped by two white kids, or said that he wouldn’t want to kill all conservatives, but rather, would like to leave just enough “living fossils” as he called them,so we will never forget what these people stood for. After all, these are things that Rush Limbaugh has said, about Barack Obama’s administration, Colin Powell’s endorsement of Barack Obama, a fight on a school bus in

Belleville, Illinois, in which two black kids beat up a white kid, and about liberals, generally.

Imagine that a black pastor, formerly a member of the U.S. military, were to declare, as part of his opposition to a white president’s policies, that he was ready to “suit up, get my gun, go to Washington, and do what they trained me to do.” This is, after all, what Pastor Stan Craig said recently at a Tea Party rally in

Greenville, South Carolina.

Imagine a black radio talk show host gleefully predicting a revolution by people of color if the government continues to be dominated by the rich white men who have been destroying the country, or if said radio personality were to call Christians or Jews non-humans, or say that when it came to conservatives, the best solution would be to hang ’em high. And what would happen to any congressional representative who praised that commentator for speaking common sense and likened his hate talk to American values? After all, those are among the things said by radio host and best-selling author Michael Savage, predicting white revolution in the face of multiculturalism, or said by Savage about Muslims and liberals, respectively. And it was Congressman Culbertson, from

Texas, who praised Savage in that way, despite his hateful rhetoric.

Imagine a black political commentator suggesting that the only thing the guy who flew his plane into the

Austin, Texas IRS building did wrong was not blowing up Fox News instead. This is, after all, what Anne Coulter said about Tim McVeigh, when she noted that his only mistake was not blowing up the New York Times.

Imagine that a popular black liberal website posted comments about the daughter of a white president, calling her typical redneck trash, or a whore whose mother entertains her by making monkey sounds. After all, that’s comparable to what conservatives posted about Malia Obama on freerepublic.com last year, when they referred to her as ghetto trash.

Imagine that black protesters at a large political rally were walking around with signs calling for the lynching of their congressional enemies. Because that’s what white conservatives did last year, in reference to Democratic party leaders in Congress.

In other words, imagine that even one-third of the anger and vitriol currently being hurled at President Obama, by folks who are almost exclusively white, were being aimed, instead, at a white president, by people of color. How many whites viewing the anger, the hatred, the contempt for that white president would then wax eloquent about free speech, and the glories of democracy? And how many would be calling for further crackdowns on thuggish behavior, and investigations into the radical agendas of those same people of color?

To ask any of these questions is to answer them. Protest is only seen as fundamentally American when those who have long had the luxury of seeing themselves as prototypically American engage in it. When the dangerous and dark other does so, however, it isnt viewed as normal or natural, let alone patriotic. Which is why Rush Limbaugh could say, this past week, that the Tea Parties are the first time since the Civil War that ordinary, common Americans stood up for their rights: a statement that erases the normalcy and American-ness of blacks in the civil rights struggle, not to mention women in the fight for suffrage and equality, working people in the fight for better working conditions, and LGBT folks as they struggle to be treated as full and equal human beings.

And this, my friends, is what white privilege is all about. The ability to threaten others, to engage in violent and incendiary rhetoric without consequence, to be viewed as patriotic and normal no matter what you do, and never to be feared and despised as people of color would be, if they tried to get away with half the shit we do, on a daily basis.

Game Over. <>

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Oh Snap!

The Phillies just invested a TON of money in Ryan Howard and seem to be getting a lot of negative press about it … not sure I agree.  Then to top things off, Doc Halladay got his first loss of the season at the hands of the Giants … while I was sleeping.  Snap!  Crashburn Ally does a nice analysis (as always) of the Howard deal.  And I hope he is wrong in his projections!

Meanwhile, in a wild one that will cheer AMR, the Red Sox beat the Blue Jays last night.

Oh, and all of the GOP Senators, plus Ben Nelson, voted to filibuster financial reform.  Not enough in it for ya, Ben?

And in Arizona, I like this .. someone smeared refried beans on the State Capitol … in the shape of swastikas.  That is so perfect, in so many ways.

Oh, and did you know that Obama is “god’s punishment on us“?  Yeah, that’s the latest news out of the great state of Texas.  You know, the state that brought us god’s great gift, Dubya.  Thanks for the incisive analysis, Texas … much appreciated.

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Phew!

JordanCornblog just hasn’t been quite feeling herself since eating some left-over chili for lunch on Saturday.  It makes me appreciate my generally good health … as well as offering a glimpse of how easily I tip from health into hypochrondria.  (How a little belly pain translates into all manner of direness in the wink of an eye would be magical, were it not annoying.)

In the meantime, in the realm of news-you-either-already-know-or-probably-don’t-care-about, the Red Sox and Phillies lost … and the Breakers and Athletica tied.

I’ll be back on track tomorrow, I’m sure … 😉

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