… and the clouds roll in again …

This piece by Mike Ragogna, picked up from Huffington Post, gives a good overview of MJ’s trajectory and our complicity in his demise, IMHO.  Soon I’ll let this go, I promise.  But first – here’s one of the more poignant videos I’ve come upon – a young Michael on Sesame Street, singing with Roberta Flack on the Free to Be series …

httpvh://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wSNwxeY09bE

You were just fine the way you were, Michael, all those years ago.  I am just fine the way I am.

Thoughts for a Sunday morning, as the June clouds envelop the treetops and raindrops gather, ready to pour, at the grey horizon.

The VCCA Fellows Visit the Holiness Baptist Church, Amherst, Virginia

by Barbara Crooker

We are the only light faces in a sea of mahogany,
tobacco, almond, and this is not the only way
we are different. We’ve come in late, the choir
already singing, swaying to the music, moving
in the spirit. When I was down, Lord, when
I was down, Jesus lifted me. And, for a few minutes,
we are raised up, out of our own skepticism
and doubts, rising on the swell of their voices.
The singers sit, and we pass the peace, wrapped
in thick arms, ample bosoms, and I start to think
maybe God is a woman of color, and that She loves
us, in spite of our pale selves, so far away
from who we should really be. Parishioners
give testimonials, a deacon speaks of his sister,
who’s “gone home,” and I realize he doesn’t mean
back to Georgia, but that she’s passed over. I float
on this sweet certainty, of a return not to the bland
confection of wispy clouds and angels in nightshirts,
but to childhood’s kitchen, a dew-drenched June
morning, roses tumbling by the back porch.
The preacher mounts the lectern, tells us he’s been
up since four working at his other job, the one
that pays the bills, and he delivers a sermon
that lightens the heart, unencumbered by dogma
and theology. For the benediction, we all join hands,
visitors and strangers enfolded in the whole,
like raisins in sweet batter. We step through the door
into the stunning sunshine, and our hearts
lift out of our chests, tiny birds flying off to light
in the redbuds, to sing and sing and sing.

The VCCA Fellows Visit the Holiness Baptist Church, Amherst, Virginia

by Barbara Crooker

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We are the only light faces in a sea of mahogany,
tobacco, almond, and this is not the only way
we are different. We’ve come in late, the choir
already singing, swaying to the music, moving
in the spirit. When I was down, Lord, when
I was down, Jesus lifted me
. And, for a few minutes,
we are raised up, out of our own skepticism
and doubts, rising on the swell of their voices.
The singers sit, and we pass the peace, wrapped
in thick arms, ample bosoms, and I start to think
maybe God is a woman of color, and that She loves
us, in spite of our pale selves, so far away
from who we should really be. Parishioners
give testimonials, a deacon speaks of his sister,
who’s “gone home,” and I realize he doesn’t mean
back to Georgia, but that she’s passed over. I float
on this sweet certainty, of a return not to the bland
confection of wispy clouds and angels in nightshirts,
but to childhood’s kitchen, a dew-drenched June
morning, roses tumbling by the back porch.
The preacher mounts the lectern, tells us he’s been
up since four working at his other job, the one
that pays the bills, and he delivers a sermon
that lightens the heart, unencumbered by dogma
and theology. For the benediction, we all join hands,
visitors and strangers enfolded in the whole,
like raisins in sweet batter. We step through the door
into the stunning sunshine, and our hearts
lift out of our chests, tiny birds flying off to light
in the redbuds, to sing and sing and sing.

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Last Saturday in June

As Saturday morning blooms in the east, looking hot and summerish in a way that we haven’t seen yet, I find myself listening to the birdsong, appreciating Willie’s continuing good energy and the deepening greens in our gardens and woods as things dry out just a little bit (hopefully) and we have a chance to catch up on outdoor work.

HollyCornblog and others commented yesterday on the hateful things being said about Michael Jackson … and what it says about us.

And HollyCornblog got me to thinking about how I can feel license to say nasty and sarcastic things about folks whom I have in a particular slot in my head.  I’m thinking of Rush and Bush and Dick and Rummy and Palin and such … I could go on and on … a rather extensive list, as I start enumerating.

The license I feel is pretty much in the same ballpark as the license that I imagine the far right Rush types feel (with the small difference that I am right and they are wrong, of course).  Nah – it’s the same flip and tawdry hatred – I can see it.  Hate to see it, to be honest, but I do.

So where’s the fun?  I don’t know.  I guess it’s kind of cheap humor – satisfying as it may feel in the moment – calling Dick a Dick and such.  I don’t know that I’ll be able to stop – but perhaps I can at least sharpen the rapier when possible – and not indulge in the obvious and blunt-edged stuff.

As for Michael Jackson – one wonders what his life might have been, had he been allowed to have a childhood … had his talent and genius not been exploited by the avaricious adults around him.  I still feel that, looking at him is like looking at ourselves and our culture’s values in a mirror – a “funhouse” mirror.

The changes in his face are what I keep coming back to … as he moved from a face that reflected a connection to self … and the true beauty that accompanies that … to some learned and assimilated idea of beauty that is, in the end, a tragic mask. 

Deepak Chopra writes of the man behind that mask.  I hope that what he says is true and there were layers of real warmth and love in MJ’s truncated life.

httpv://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8VASYhabHkM

httpvh://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WmxT21uFRwM&feature=related

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What to Say?

Yesterday wasn’t a good day to be a celebrity.

Michael JacksonThinking about Michael Jackson, I feel so sad, seeing his transformation, through the years, from a beautiful child/young man, to the grotesquerie that he became.  What better metaphor for the excesses, prejudices, and superficial values of our culture?  In the end, I almost felt relieved to hear of his passing …

Now the spectacle of his ongoing self-destruction can no longer be fodder for gawkers … and can no longer harm him or anyone else.

Sad to see such talent twisted beyond recognition.

Sad to see his face change into an empty mask over time.

Sad and scary to see some of the human costs of American pop culture so graphically spelled out across the decades.

We ate him up and spat him out.

Sad.

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Totally Overwhelmed Thursday

Yikes — by 5:30 AM I was on total overload this morning! How can you feel behind the eight ball and overwhelmed so early in the day? Not good. Not good at all. I’m gonna need to check in with myself tonight, that’s for sure!

It’s interesting — when I’m feeling overwhelmed like this my mind turns into my enemy. I find myself generating additional things for my to do list, and thinking up all sorts of little tasks that I “should do” but haven’t even thought about for weeks or months. Pile it on, JordanCornblog!

News of the world, I’m happy to report that the Breakers actually did beat the Freedom! We ended up not going, which was too bad but definitely felt like a wise decision at the time.  Christine Latham’s goal gave them the victory – and sole possession of second place!

Here’s a cool site that I want to add to my blog roll — introduced to me by a friend and Beagle aficionado. Hudson is a rescue dog who now blogs about his travels — very cool stuff!

Finally, no matter how overwhelmed I feel, there is great relief in knowing that I haven’t recently been to Argentina and am unlikely to go any time soon!

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Wainy Wednesday? (Not)

Yesterday was the 37th anniversary of Title IX … 37 years.  I like that the milestone coincides with the 10th anniversary of the 1999 Women’s World Cup.  Alice (thanks!) sent me a link to “License to Thrive” – a documentary chronicling the passage and impact of Title IX.  We’re hoping it’ll come to Red River … or be available via the Ironweed DVD Club.  It’s for sale at the “License to Thrive” site, too … in case anyone wants to send JordanCornblog a copy.  ;>)

What else?  The Phillies appear to have emerged from their funk .. defeating the Rays handily.  (Sorry, Mo!)

The Breakers are gearing up for a trouncing of the Freedom tonight … in which they will also secure a spot in second place in the WPS standings.  That will be nice to see!  (Sorry, Beulah!)

The Athletica play LA tonight, too – in a match-up that could mightily challenge the Sol.  (Let’s hope so[lo]!)

And what’s up with Mark Sanford?  Hiking the Appalachian Trail?  Boarding a plan?  Apparently he’s supposed to be back today … but you have to admit it’s kind of odd behavior.  I did some Googling and found his Wikipedia profile.  He’s a GOPer with a penchant for evading his handlers and disappearing.  Touted as a possible GOP candidate for 2012, I’m thinking he’s gotta get himself under better control.

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Break in the Weather

There’s an odd, bright light in the sky this morning, and a strange bluish tint between the clouds. What could it be? Something to worry about? It seems benign enough — but so at odds with our recent weather but it does give pause.

The deer must be on the move around here, as Willie and Ruby have both been very restless — constantly wanting to go out and sniff the air. Last night when I got home from a meeting Willie asked to go out, and I let him. (We know better than to let Ruby out like that at night.) For the first time in MANY weeks, he took off. At first my calling elicited no response — but then I was quite relieved to hear his jingling collar racing up the hill — my feelings a mixture of annoyance that he had disappeared, and happiness, that he had the energy and interest to take off and then come running back. He also slept on my bed for the second time in as many nights — something he hasn’t done for a while.

So it’s up and down on the Willie front. The meds seem to be staving off the inevitable and, for now, definitely giving him some good quality of life. That’s all to the good!

And speaking of “all to the good” I see that A-Rod has been named the WPS player of the week — kudos to her! I hope her scoring ways continue against the Freedom tomorrow. I don’t know what it is about Abby and the Freedom, but they just make me mad — always have — going back to the WUSA. I do like Sonia Bompastor, however – and I’m definitely looking forward to seeing her play tomorrow night!

Actually, my heart goes out to DC right now (the Freedom notwithstanding) after yesterday’s terrible train wreck. It’s so horrifying to think of what can happen in a split second — how fragile we are — and how fragile are the constructs that we create to keep ourselves feeling safe. That scene looks like an old HO train set that someone just picked up and crushed. Scary.

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Beginning with Baseball

Sox win on a clutch homer by Green …

Phillies lose … again … six now, or seven?

Baseball

by John Updike

It looks easy from a distance,
easy and lazy, even,
until you stand up to the plate
and see the fastball sailing inside,
an inch from your chin,
or circle in the outfield
straining to get a bead
on a small black dot
a city block or more high,
a dark star that could fall
on your head like a leaden meteor.

The grass, the dirt, the deadly hops
between your feet and overeager glove:
football can be learned,
and basketball finessed, but
there is no hiding from baseball
the fact that some are chosen
and some are not—those whose mitts
feel too left-handed,
who are scared at third base
of the pulled line drive,
and at first base are scared
of the shortstop’s wild throw
that stretches you out like a gutted deer.

There is nowhere to hide when the ball’s
spotlight swivels your way,
and the chatter around you falls still,
and the mothers on the sidelines,
your own among them, hold their breaths,
and you whiff on a terrible pitch
or in the infield achieve
something with the ball so
ridiculous you blush for years.
It’s easy to do. Baseball was
invented in America, where beneath
the good cheer and sly jazz the chance
of failure is everybody’s right,
beginning with baseball.

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Sorry, Boltgirl

Breakers beat Red Stars 2-0, to move up a wee bit in the standings.

We watched in the kitchen on the laptop … thanks for the webcast!

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What Do You Think?

I’m experimenting with a new look … just because … this morning.  Need to figure out how to tweak the rotating photos … and maybe the background color … but I think I like it so far.  Feedback welcome!

It’s cloudy here in Canterbury, as the rains get ready to pour down again.  Red Sox won … Phillies lost (yet again) and the Breakers play the Red Stars today in Chicago.  A-Rod … this is YOUR game!

Boring stuff, eh?

Well, HAPPY SOLSTICE and HAPPY FATHER’S DAY then, how’s that?

Oh yeah – last night I saw Easy Virtue at Red River … and didn’t like it.  Had I known that it was a Noel Coward play I might have felt differently – certainly would have affected my expectations.  In searching around on-line, I was interested to see that Easy Virtue was first performed in 1925 – and first made into a movie (silent) in 1927 … with Alfred Hitchcock directing.

Best get moving here – LOTS of computer work on tap for today.  (And I hope to not get too distracted by tweaking my new blog theme … we shall see!)

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Daschle's Plan and What's Up, Barack?

Catching up on the news of the week, and feeling kinda naive (or something).  Why the hell is Tom Daschle stepping into the Health Care debate, getting all mushy and placating about the publilc option, and offering up a plan of his own?  Wasn’t he kinda kicked out of the game?  Is he mad at Obama … or missing the limelight … or what?  I see that he’s been backing away from his earlier statements … but hell – we sure don’t need this now.

Here’s contact info for Daschle (and others) from the Daily Kos – in a post featuring lots of info about healthcare reform.  You’ll be reaching Tom at his law firm office where he lobbies for health insurance companies, among other clients whom I imagine to be equally trust-inspiring relative to this debate!

Hold your ground, Barack!

Speaking of holding your ground … I like the way that Judge Emmett Sullivan is handling the question of whether or not to release those Cheney interview transcripts in CREW v. Cheney … even while Obama is morphing into Bush on the subject of transparency.

What’s up with that, Barack?

Power corrupts … is that the story?  Shit – I hope it’s not that simple, boring and depressing.  Better turn to the simpler world of soccer, eh?

The USWNT is heading to Germany for a friendly this fall – and Pia is apparently worried about the players’ fitness levels.  Check out the BigSoccer discussion thread here for more detail (and debate) …  Sounds like Carli … among others … needs to get on the stick.  (I kinda hope Carli waits ’til after the Breakers and Red Stars play today, to come out of her funk.)

Here’s Goal.com’s WPS preview for the weekend … which finds the Freedom facing off against the Athletica … while the Breakers meet the Red Stars in Chicago today.  Sunday’s 6PM TV match-up has the Sol vs. the Pride.  Who do you like?  I’m going with the Athletica, the Breakers, and FC Gold Pride … out on a (shaky) limb with my heart in my hand, of course.

Meanwhile, the Phillies are slumping (getting pummeled by the AL is what’s happening).  Hopefully they’ll get back on track soon … and that’s about it for now.  Gotta get out in the garden before the sun gives way to rain again!

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